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Just smile for minute I know it seems dark The sun’ll rise in a minute For wherever you go I go I know, it seems hard but we’re winnin’ Yeah, with the sunshine on my back Wind in my hair And my life back on track Its gonna be a good day I post a smile on my face Good people, good tunes right place and mind space I might place myself down For a minute Take a breath of life Then im back in it to win it Everywhere I go I see friendly faces Friends and strangers It’s the people that make us So smile for a second It’ll be ok See ive been there before So trust me when I say You’ll find your way Through storms and bad weather For the better or worse We can weather it together Cos there’s beauty in the world Or in a friendly smile And although you haven’t found one To share for a while Take a walk around Share the streets of the city There’s plenty to be found If not, then come and find me Smile, Smile again, It's all about love There's nothing to fear Just give it all There's life to be lived It's all about love Smile to see Uh, And for every hard road we ride We take chances And take it all in our stride With our pride hurt And mistakes made We’re living life, man And just making our way I met a girl once who tried to tell me A smile is a tool For her life’s true journey This shits concerning To think she’d never make it a key to her heart Found its way to my face, kid Now she’s mine forever A true beauty Even when im down She knows how to cure me A little lovin and a great old smile Can lift me up When ive been down for a while See, the beauty of people And beauty of nature Is simple in its essence But it’s that feeling that wakes us Makes us better people For the day that we’re living So when u feel down Just get up and get in it... AND Smile, Smile again, It's all about love There's nothing to fear Just give it all There's life to be lived It's all about love Smile to see (Smile) Just smile for minute I know it seems dark The sun’ll rise in a minute (Smile) For wherever you go I go I know, it seems hard but we’re winnin’ Yeah, So the lesson I’ve learnt Is the one I pass on When the winter gets burnt Keep your eyes open For the magic of life Do what you can to perpetuate the bright What a sight The side we soon focus on Just find a key to your life And where the hell its gone Remember the dark Only lasts for a while So just hold on, Grit your teeth and smile. Smile, Smile again, It's all about love There's nothing to fear Just give it all There's life to be lived It's all about love Smile to see
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it was daylight, just a play time, bottles of beer in my bag sounding like wind chimes, on the train ride of my life time, all the people around me my peers surround me, so much alcohol i could drown in it, talking bout how we dont ever want it to end, how we wish this could go forever and never end, doubts in my mind but we just playing along, we all singing the same words to the same song, so poor another beer man have another drink, im not wanting to think, we on the dance floor like we loving the beat, see em smile acting like it aint nothing to me, we keep it going till we see the sun rise, hear em all screaming that they love life, and im like, something about this is not right, waiting for the light like when will it come looking for the end but it seems so far so many people but i got no one where were you when i needed someone waiting for the light like when will it come I’m trapped in a tunnel and I can’t get out so many people, but I got no one where were you when I needed someone i see the tunnel coming over the train, its like only i can see it and im going insane, everyone's still dancing like they lost there brain, and i dont realy know if i belong in this place, so i try to go along with the people around, but im feeling sufficated like im starting to drown, hoping someone notices and helps me out, can finally see a little light at the end, but without some help it feels imposible to get, i thpught these people where my best friends, but they dont take a second look its like they dont care, this life im so scared, suicidal thoughts are stripping me bare, i cant even think ive lost my head, i close my eyes and drop to the floor, the knife in my hand can not be ignored, waiting for the light like when will it come looking for the end but it seems so far so many people but i got no one where were you when i needed someone waiting for the light like when will it come I’m trapped in a tunnel and I can’t get out so many people, but I got no one where were you when I needed someone i open my eyes, the light shining in, on there faces they smile, but what can i think, why am i alive, who helped when i needed it, it didnt have to go this far, i needed you but you showed no heart, i watched my life fall to peices, i looked death in the face, my mind was defeated, i let my life be erased, if only there was someone, someone that was there, someone that looked closely, and notices i was scared, now where all stuck in this messed up position, hospital bed on doctors conditions, still thinking whats the reason for living,
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The things that I'm faced has me feeling really jaded and your being really patient so its you that I'm thinking Just say that you love me even though I am crazy The memories are vivid and I'm getting sick of living I'm getting really tired and sick of bloody hiding From the demons I am fighting on the inside I am dying From the drugs I am trying my feelings are on trial And I'm fighting for survival my mind is going wild Feelings are content and I wish to forget The things that I've done and the things that I've said Brother looks at my face and sees through the pain I'm starting to ache but I say its okay Act like nothing fazes me when really things are changing I'm being really patient Cause all I need is saving Yo I'm feeling critical on the phone to god I wanna quit that call I wanna end it all So goodbye to drugs, and hello to love And goodbye to lust, and hello to trust Inflicted with memories that could have been the end of me And I am the enemy to the demons that befriended me I'm getting butterflies when I look into her eyes Feel my spirit rise you're an angel in disguise You leave me tongue tied the way you fuel me with pride I know I said it before you're an angel in disguise I won't let you fall I'll be your barrier your wall I've got an ace in my hand I'm not gonna fold So just give me a call if you're ever feeling down I won't let you fall I'll be the concrete on the ground So goodbye to drugs, and hello to love And goodbye to lust, and hello to trust Inflicted with memories that could have been the end of me And I am the enemy to the demons that befriended me So goodbye to drugs, and hello to love And goodbye to lust, and hello to trust Inflicted with memories that could have been the end of me And I am the enemy to the demons that befriended me
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Compelled to dance towards the flame, revel in thoughts of pain. slane by your own hand, the moth dances with death, the answer is yes, gonna gamble the rest, all styles accepted this death wish, leaves no remnants, paths may differ but all are directed to this tunnel of light, among all this life, all under the glass all under the knife. on a kamikaze mission a battle Hardened scarred animal conditioned vision, no decision he is steadfast, the death dance his best chance to get past this enchanted spell he is entranced, the temperature has risen, his wits about him missin driven in indecision insufficient wisdom or is it something different was it one specific action make him jump the limits or was it sunk within him from tha beginning - He's driving forward blind man at the wheel no dog, his mind his stormin forming its getting real he won't stop. Colliding forces force this now formless flutter to utter his last word and fall with the others, he floats off. Theres more queuing now, he wants to know them, show them that there's Forces there to control them, them, they, him who he was yesterday but the knowledge gained hasn't left Him in a better place, it's quick and painless, sick, outrageous you can pick your stations but not the destinations its the nature of animal. Gotta try and find a balance, to overcome the challenges its apparent that this palace is where the damage is the bricks stained from piss and spit of the travellers he sees his friend sick with sadness, madness grips losing his mate was the catalyst his wings clipped and he flips into panic mode, now knowing that he has to go, its too late to let his actions be known, they'll find out shortly cos soon they'll be home, he shoulda spoken to him when he seemed low, looking at each other from opposite sides of the peep hole, ill see you soon bro, peaceful as he let the lethal .303 go into his cerebral Falling thoughts forming as they always do right before morning Mourning the loss of his very best friend, left him to defend against the devilish red Storming, the force deforming his normal fortress which once fought these maudlin thoughts from pouring All in, straight into his head, he begins to defend but gives into instead Soaring he is now soaring, his caution has worn thin forcing him to fall in, courting in the letters he sent, to the forget him every letter was read in repent morphing, the blood is now coursing pumping harder, each breath exhausting for the friends that he'd never forget, the regret was something he didn't expect He's driving forward blind man at the wheel no dog, his mind his stormin forming its getting real he won't stop. Colliding forces force this now formless flutter to utter his last word and fall with the others, he floats off. he floats off, filled with the ills he never spoke of, followed by his mate, they're both lost, they won't stop, they've taken their winter coats off, so much left behind they will never know of, both lost, flying towards the light, which burned like blow torch inside their eyes, go north, young fella fore the chance is lost, before we all become players in the dance of the moth
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he wasn't, sleeping on his bed, i didnt know that he was leaving to visit heaven like, all i saw was smiles, i didnt see the depression hidden behind his eyes i guess it was his time. i hope his proud of me, i hope his down for me my eyes open but im sound asleep i, see his face when i look over the balcony i see him on the tv, even in magazines i might be crazy, i know its blasfomy but yahweh can you please send him back to me theres so many things, i cant tell you like, im sorry i wasnt there to help you, i'm so sorry i wasnt a good enough friend so sorry you cant see this kid turn inta' a man i wonder when these tears dried in will i loose myself trynna fiiiiiind him. (chorus bit) we were, just some kids we knew nothing at all about the life we lived im tired of being alone. i, send you letters i hope you read em write sem back if you can, suicide, is complex one knife, a thousand tears shed i, spoke to your girlfriend, she really misses you she had to move cities just to stop thinkin o' you i, dont, know what im going through ive, never been here before, what im suppose to do? sometimes i close my eyes, take myself back to two thousand two you took your own life, but you ruined mine too ill never get the chance to show you these songs never see me rock a stage with people singing long and i'll never know when this pain stops every night feels like two days long, its raining bad out, paindrops stop....
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Letter to Kel "Hey bro, Kinda wishing you were still here, Since you left brains a haze, Hasn't been clear, It was just straight out the blue, true But Come to think about it that fake message from the cops off your phone, Ahh I thought that was a joke I thought that was your sense of humour, I didn't know you was depressed no rumours, Man I miss you, I don't care if it's lame man I wish I could kiss you, Cam, channy, josh, dill, and everyone else got through, But it was hard, Ripped apart our hearts, And that was just the start, I avoided them all, And slowly we all drifted apart I felt, Was a living hell, Really a living hell, I couldn't open up, I closed shut, Now I'm hoping bud, Your story can save everyone." Yeah alright I get it, Life's hard but the passed past dont regret it, If ya make a mistake don't fret it, Just exempt it, The lights only green for a second, And shit leaves us with a thousand questions, Maybe not knowing the answers a blessing, Time will fly by if you keep stressing, If you got a problem flex it, Rip it apart if ya can't mend it, don't dwell on thought you'll just gonna stress it, It's a message, it's a heritage, That everyone should know, One instant to change a thousand lives, One instant to change a thousand minds, that's all it takes, No matter how hard it is life ain't going away, You've got one, One! Get it? Please man don't end up like kel, It's hell, That day angels fell, I was with him that day and he seemed uppish, trust me, Imma touch the country, At the end of the day we are lucky, Who said life was gonna be fluffy? This is life. Go all in cos you can't live it twice It sucks Don't give up Just get up This life This is for kel and everyone else who gave the ultimate sacrifice They still in our hearts tonight This is life Go all in coz you can't live it twice This is life This is for Kel and everyone else who made the ultimate sacrifice.
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DAVE SPENT HIS DAYS WORKING AWAY ON A JOB HE HATED, BUT NEVER DID SAY A WORD TO ANYONE ABOUT HOW HE FELT HE JUST WENT THROUGHT THE MOTIONS & STARTED TO MELT INSIDE WAS A DARKNESS HE COULDN’T EXPLAIN HE JUST WISHED THESE FEELINGS WOULD GO AWAY EACH DAY A STRUGGLE, TO KEEP THE BEAST AT BAY HES GETTING CLOSER TO THE DAY THAT HE ENDS HIS PAIN HE COMES HOME FROM WORK ONE AFTERNOON HEADS TO HIS SHED HIS WIFE IS DUE HOME SOON GATHERS A LADDER & A ROPE TO PRODUCE A WAY TO HANG HIMSELF FROM A TREE WITH A NOOSE CLIMBS UP THE LADDER TIES THE ROPE TO THE BRANCH NOOSE AROUND HIS NECK, STRAIGHTENS HIS STANCE THIS IS THE MOMENT… HIS TIME TO END IT WIFES HOME ON THE PHONE, SAYING THAT SHES PREGNANT LOOSENS THE NOOSE FOLDS THE LADDER ROLLS THE ROPE CONVERSATION OVER HEARD, HAS GIVEN NEW HOPE RUNS UP THE STAIRS TO THE HOUSE MAKES A TOAST THINKS TO HIMSELF THE END WAS NARROWLY CLOSE A NEW LIFE ON THE WAY CHANGES TRAIN OF THOUGHT A PURPOSE FOR LIVING LIFE LESSONS TO BE TAUGHT THESE DAYS HE TALKS OUT PROBLEMS EARS HE BORROWS NOT LIVING IN SORROW KNOWS THERES ALWAYS TOMORROW EACH TIME HE SEES HIS CHILD HE KNOWS HE MADE THE RIGHT CHOICE A SMILE ON ITS FACE WHEN IT HEARS HIS VOICE GETS TO SEE THIS CHILD GROW, LEARN TO WALK SHOW IT RIGHT FROM WRONG, TEACH TO TALK HES THANKFULL EVERYDAY IT TURNED OUT THIS WAY KNOWS WE ALL HAVE A REASON TO LIVE EACH DAY EVEN WHEN YOU THINK THAT YOUR DOWN & OUT REACH OUT & KNOW, THERES ALWAYS HELP ABOUT
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Fall down coz you're wearing away at the seams So lost coz you don't even know what it means To fight for the one that you love but it's So dark that you know that you can't even see Look down at your skin, and think when you bleed Is this what you want, or is it necessity? To put a blade to yourself when you're down but Think, is it serious, or is it just dirty greed? And it eats at your skin All this empty glass Cuts you away till you're thin You're full of shattered shards And liquid at the bottom of the bottle Have another one every time you push the throttle Coz you know it's your weakness You need this Don't you ever think that you can really defeat this This shit, knock it back and it hits These bits of your throat and you bleed cysts Persist for the bliss that it brings and you'll miss When you tried to resist these things, pissed Off, and you're drunk too Who knew? I guess that's the shit that happens when you're falling through And you wake up every time you feel the blade cut Make up to cover scars as your day runs Never think about the harm to your loved ones They think you're selfish, when really you can't stand up And I know you feel a rush, so don't even lie Coz I've been there myself one too many times When you're being judged by every single pair of eyes Sometimes it's just not enough to sit there and cry And I'll show the world my blood because we're all the same But it's coming out of your veins From your pain Your stains on the flesh of a fighter Hoping for a future but it's never getting brighter And it eats at your mind and your soul And it makes you feel so cold I've got this Sickness, I'm dying Coz I'm so sick of tryin'a forget who I've got this Weakness, I'm writing Coz I'm so sick of fighting To get through I've gotta Witness hurting Skin is burning What will turn this feeling into I've got this Sickness, im dying Coz I'm so sick of fighting to get through

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The Suicide Watch volume 2 challenges young hip hop artists to tell their personal stories, or write to a theme of suicide prevention and awareness.

From haunting piano melodies, to epic choirs, frantic hip hop rock and stick-in-your-head happy hip hop ... this album has the lot!

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released September 10, 2013

To coincide with World Suicide Prevention Day

Facebook: www.facebook.com/TheSuicideWatchProject

Mastered at Professional Audio Services, Wodonga, Victoria Australia.
Released through Fallen Pony Music
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Fallen Pony Music - The Suicide Watch Project

A girl on a farm, a group of young hip hop artists, a gaggle of music producers and a theme of suicide prevention...

A co-operation laboratory that shares the message 'it's ok to talk about suicide' through the melodic, sometimes haunting sounds of its young wordsmiths...
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