he wasn't, sleeping on his bed, i didnt know that he was leaving to visit heaven
like, all i saw was smiles, i didnt see the depression hidden behind his eyes
i guess it was his time.
i hope his proud of me, i hope his down for me
my eyes open but im sound asleep
i, see his face when i look over the balcony
i see him on the tv, even in magazines
i might be crazy, i know its blasfomy
but yahweh can you please send him back to me
theres so many things, i cant tell you
like, im sorry i wasnt there to help you, i'm
so sorry i wasnt a good enough friend
so sorry you cant see this kid turn inta' a man
i wonder when these tears dried in
will i loose myself trynna fiiiiiind him.

(chorus bit)
we were, just some kids
we knew nothing at all about the life we lived
im tired of being alone.

i, send you letters i hope you read em
write sem back if you can, suicide, is complex
one knife, a thousand tears shed
i, spoke to your girlfriend, she really misses you
she had to move cities just to stop thinkin o' you
i, dont, know what im going through
ive, never been here before, what im suppose to do?
sometimes i close my eyes, take myself back to two thousand two
you took your own life, but you ruined mine too
ill never get the chance to show you these songs
never see me rock a stage with people singing long
and i'll never know when this pain stops
every night feels like two days long,
its raining bad out, paindrops
stop....